You have said that Sifar
is a new beginning for you, that you have rediscovered yourself with this
album?
Nothing
like that. I have been rediscovering myself all along. Its not something
that happens in one album. Its an ongoing process where you discover
some aspect about yourself and you want to change it. For me Sifar is an
area from which I or anybody can go ahead, instead of just being stuck in
one place. After one, two, three...nine, comes 10, that is zero. If there
was no zero you wouldnt go to 11, 12, 13.... There would be no
progress.
You have
already made it big with Sunoh, so why this need to start from
zero?
I dont
think I have made it big.
But everybody
feels you are a phenomenon?
I cant
tell people not to feel that way. In my heart of hearts, I still feel I am
nowhere. This is just one of the things I like and which I am
doing.
When
did you start working on Sifar?
Long time
back, even before I started making albums, this music was there in
me.
Sunoh
happened two years back, right?
Yes. But
music has been happening to me from the time I was 13-years-old. So I cant
say that I started working on an album two years back. What all is happening
now in terms of culmination of songs is that I have put all that music of
the past together to make albums. I was working on Sifar while working on
Sunoh. You cant demarcate time for one album, then next. Its
an ongoing process.
How is
Sifar different from Sunoh? What have you experimented with in
it?
Sifar has
a mature me, in the sense that I have improvised on my past mistakes. I have
experimented with new musicians, there are a lot more musicians on this.
And it has proven to be a richer experience because I got a chance to work
with different cultures. In Sunoh it was only me and my brother who worked
on it, though we consulted different people from different areas. In Sunoh
we experimented by incorporating different sounds. Even Sifar is an experiment,
but with a lot more pople involved in it. Like we have Joe Leguabe from South
Africa, and musicians from South of India like Balu Srinivasan from Bangalore,
who plays Carnatic violin, and Vivek Raghavan who plays mridangam. And
theres Michael who plays a lot of instruments.
Did the
success of Sunoh set some guidelines for your next
album?
Sunoh was
definitely a stepping stone, the initial buliding block for me to do what
I like. But I didnt plan my next album on the basis of its success.
I dont know where I am going to progress, and how I am going to progress.
I focus only on the present. The future depends on how things work out. You
cannot plan things really. Aise hi ho jata hai.
Listening
to Sifar gives a feeling of deja vu. The sounds are quite similar to Sunoh.
Was it intentional since you are identified with that brand of
music?
There is
a feeling of deja vu, definitely. But it was not intentional. See, the music
that is happening through me is how it is happening through me. I am not
following any particular trend. Its what I have with me that I can
better. And thats what I have done. If thats what you want to
call intentional, then yes thats my intention. To make music to the
best of my abilities.
What
about remarks that you are repetitive?
None of
my songs sound repetitive.
Were you bogged down
by the great expectations after Sunoh?
I did think
about it. Because when you have won the Channel [V] award and other awards,
then everyone keeps telling you that now the expectations are high. But honestly
speaking, the background that I come from - which is of a film family - I
have seen how people like to cash in on success, and I know how to handle
it. I have done my best. If people like it, they like it, if they dont,
they dont. Ill only do what I feel happy
doing.
Your
music was a trendsetter. Has it been copied?
Yes, I heard
that some people from Madras, copied my stuff, but its cool. I feel
good that someone liked my song so much that he made it into a Tamil
song.
What
would you call your kind of music? Does it fit into the Indi-pop
category?
My music
is Everybodys Music. I dont belong to any particular
genre. But I dont understand what pop music actually is. There should
be no categories. Everybody should express themselves in a way they feel
best. I am doing what makes me feel good.
How would
you describe the songs in Sifar?
While making
this album I had a lot of freedom, like I had for Sunoh. Sifar has soul-searching
songs, mostly ballads. There is one satirical song, the song with the African
musician. It talks about coming into life and leaving life. My songs are
not really about love, love lost or someone remembering someone. They have
substance and are thought-provoking.
The songs
are about your philosophy of life, right?
I dont
have a philosophy. I am a seeker myself. I dont have the answers. The
answers are there, I have to discover them.
Sunoh
and Sifar both start with S. Any particular
reason?
You mean
superstition. No way yaar. I am beyond superstition, beyond luck. I think
I have worked hard. If it was luck, then I should have made it when I was
born itself. Why did I struggle and suffer for 36 years? On second thoughts,
I didnt struggle and suffer, I learnt. I have realised that there is
no shortcut to success.
How do
you work on your albums?
Oh, we work
endlessly and try out variations. Sifar had about 19 different mixes. I have
taken just one mix and put it on the album. Thats how we have worked,
intensively and intensely. We have time. We have our own studio in London.
So there is no pressure on us. But yes we do have to keep a sense of time,
because timelessness is an infinite concept.
You said
you are a seeker and your thoughts are reflected in the lyrics. Dont
you feel that the listeners of Indi-pop might find it difficult to understand
your deep perceptive lyrics.
No I dont
think so. People have accepted my lyrics going by the success of
Sunoh.
But Sunoh
had very catchy music too.
Did you
hear Sifar? It has catchy music too and there is nothing difficult in the
lyrics. I dont like to get into difficulties. Huzoor (Prophet) has
said that if there is a difficult way and there is a simple way, take the
easier way out, because if you get into difficulties you are inviting problems.
I follow that. My lyrics are simple. They are what you and me think. I
dont write poetry, I write stuff that we use in our daily talk. Like
the language, Ghar ko main nikla. Its a lingo used in
Bangalore.
Your
video for Sunoh, shot in Egypt, was a trail-blazer? How many videos have
been shot for Sifar?
One has
been shot, another three have been planned. Dekha hai has been shot in America,
that is Arizona, Route 66, to be precise. Its a travel
video.
Was
it your concept or director Mahesh Mathais?
I never
interfere in what my friend Mahesh does. Most of the times we think alike
since we are childhood friends.
You had
first signed up with BMG Crescendo who released Sunoh. Why did you shift
to Sony Music with Sifar? Was it right, since BMG was the one which gave
you a break?
No one gave
me any break. I think I gave them a boost.
But you
had said that you did the rounds of different music companies, who werent
quite receptive, till BMG Crescendo gave you a chance.
Yeah, everyone
wanted Sunoh for free. So I gave it to BMG for free. There was no question
of a break or anything. BMG didnt have anything to do with my making
the album. They could have done a lot with Sunoh but they didnt. See,
there are Indians everywhere across the world and I wanted my album to reach
out to them too. BMG promised me that they would do it. But nothing was done.
People from India have been sending my album to those Indians staying abroad.
BMG didnt try giving it international exposure.
Sunoh came
up on its own merit. There was no extra money spent on it in terms of publicity.
There was the album and there was the video. Thats all. Nothing else.
Everything happened on its own.
When I went
over to Sony, I was moved by their sincerity. They liked my music, they liked
me, and I liked them. Here was not just a corporation which was throwing
in tons of money, but it also gave me freedom to do what I want. There was
an understanding which was very important for me as an artist. I didnt
want someone breathing down my back asking what are you going to do. Moving
over to Sony Music is the best career move I have made. The kind of exposure
Sifar has got, only Hindi film music gets that kind of exposure. This is
the first album I think, with due respects to everybody, and I dont
want to talk big, which has reached out to the smallest parts of the country.
I never imagined that my music could go that far. That feels
great.
What
do you think clicked about Sunoh?
I think
it was simple. It was what everyone, including myself was thinking about
at that period of time. Fortunately I was the one who said it. Theres
nothing special about it.
Who do
you think is competition for you?
Comeptition?
I have not come to compete with anybody. I have just come to do my stuff
and get out. I dont want to hurt or harm anyone. I want to give back
what I have received from the place I was born. The feelings I have for the
country, for my parents, I am expressing them through
music.
You call
yourself a nomad, why?
Because
I love to travel. The moment I get a chance to travel, I am out. Thats
the only time I can probably get to be one with whatever is around us. And
you can find nature in anything. You dont have to go to a hill station.
People squatting on Mumbai roads is also natural.
So its
not like you prefer only exotic locales as seen in your
video?
No. Why
I choose exotic locales is because it makes good video sense. You enjoy seeing
new places.
You
havent made a video in New Zealand where you
live?
New Zealand
is very bland, it is very beautifully bland. Id like to shoot a travel
video there. A lot of Hindi film producers are shooting there these days.
But they go to the same places. They dont discover new
places.
Have
you discovered any new places?
Oh man,
like hell. Like heaven, Im sorry. We love travelling. My wife and me.
We just take a map and decide that we have to go here. And we end up discovering
beautiful places.
You acted
in some good films made by Shyam Benegal. Arent you getting any acting
offers now?
Oh, lots
of them. But I have consciously moved away from it. So acting offers and
singing offers dont make any sense now.
But acting
was your first choice, right?
No, it was
not a choice. It was something I was put into. See Meena khala (Meena Kumari)
was an actress, my father was an actor, my grandfather was Indias first
choreographer, my mother was an actress, so it was taken for granted that
I would also get into acting. I met up with some producers on the insistence
of my father. But nobody gave me work. Because I had worked with Shyam Benegal,
they thought I was an art film actor. So I gave up without any bad feelings.
Sad,
because you were a good actor?
Maybe, but
I dont like to act in films they make these days.
Do Hindi
films producers approach you for composing music?
No. They
always thought I was a mad person and Id like to keep it that
way.
What
does your father have to say about your music?
He likes
it. Melody strikes any person. He is happy that mera beta has done something.
Have
you given any concerts?
I have,
in Delhi, Bangalore, Madras, Mumbai, Ahmedabad, and abroad, in Italy. It
was just fantastic in Italy. My concert was even shot for an Italian film.
I got carried away by the tremendous response of the crowd
there.
Tell
us abourt your kids. Are you a doting father?
My son
Taawwaz, who will be three soon, is a dreamer like me. I am happy the
way he is turning out to be. He has his own version of my Sunoh song. He
sings, Oh sanam, Abba ki kasam. (Smiles.) My little daughter Tasmia, who
is just nine-months old, is very sharp and intelligent. She shows great promise.
She is going to start speaking soon, her first tooth is coming out. I am
looking forward to it.
Have
you planned your next album?
I cant
plan. Each day brings its own glories, its own sorrows, and I take things
as they come.
I dont
know how long I will have this talent. At the end of the day, wherever I
might have reached, I come back home, go to sleep and the next day, it's
back to square one. One has to start the day all over
again.
Any
unfulfilled desire?
I want to
learn to do Kirat, that is the recitation of the Koran. Thats my dream.
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